David
Amram - Beat Meets East
This
unique event was held June 2-5, 2004 at The University of Sichuan in Chengdu,
China. In Chengdu, David was a keynote speaker and featured performer at this
international conference, 'BEAT MEETS EAST', which celebrated spontaneity as one
of the key elements and the driving force that influenced some of the best work
in all the arts that emerged in the 50's.
While
celebrating this historic event with students, scholars, performers and artists
from all around the World, David penned this introspect in the wee hours one morning,
in his new found "2nd Home" in Chengdu.
My
Bhudda Angel in Chengdu
It's
5 a.m. in Chengdu China
I can't sleep
a wink
Staring
out the window
water drips on dishes
in the sink
A
bike goes by
a young gal sits
side-saddle on the back
looks
like Buddha's angel daughter
sent from heaven
dressed in black
She
glances up
her dark eyes
make the morning come to life
Suddenly
I realize
long ago this angel
was my wife
Wanted
now to tell her
when we married
many years ago
That
I never would have left
her if I knew then
what I now know
Waited
for what seemed
1000 years to see
those eyes again
Hoping
someday I could tell her
that our love
would never end
Never
dared to tell her then
because of all the love
we shared
It
was more than I could handle
even though
I really cared
Now
it's many lifetimes later
here in Chengdu
5 a.m.
My
favorite wife
from an earlier life
the sweetest one of all of them
Once
she told me in our lifetime
our true love
would never die
And
that even if I left her
Buddha's angel
still would fly
Now
she tells me broken hearts
will all heal themselves
in time
And
that all the pain I caused her
now is gone
except for mine
Now
in Chengdu
through the window
she's come back to me again
Riding
on the back seat
of a bike
side-saddle with her friend
Guess
that since she passed me by
there's only one thing
I can do
Get
myself a new gal
and a bicycle
that's built for two
When
in this reincarnation
when I've found
a brand new bride
Maybe
I'll find out
it's Buddha's angel
riding by my side
Telling
me wherever
we have been
and through whichever life
Through
all our reincarnations
she has always been
my wife
Now
it's 7 in the morning
Chengdu streets
are filled with light
I'm
still staring out the window
as the day
is growing bright
Waiting
by the window
need to see
my true love's eyes again
when
she rides by
on her bicycle side saddle with her friend
Then
I'll tell her that I love her
this time I know
what to do
Waiting
by the window
for my Buddha angel
in Chengdu
Copyright
David Amram New Chamber Music / BMI 2004 . David Amram
New!
On Sunday, December
11th 'Ode to the Sidewalks of New York
Jazz & Poetry Reading' happened
once again hosted by David Amram
& his Trio at
the Bowery Poetry Club.
David
read this wonderful poem for this evenings gathering, Click
Here to view
as he told
the tale of a Wife from another Life in his EpiPoem.My
Bhudda Angel From Chengdu
.
Also
of Note from "Beat
Meets East"
Poet,
Author, longtime friend and collaborator, Ron Whitehead
was scheduled to present "Calling The Toads: The Antinomian Fire This
Time" but was unable to attend the conference due to health concerns.Although
not there in person, Ron's website, www.tappingmyownphone.com presented
the Mp3 premiere of "Calling The Toads: The Antinomian Fire This Time"
for the "Beat Meets East" conference and the internet community
at large, June 3rd, 2004. Click
Here to listen to the Mp3.
Read
Dave's letter/reflect to Ron Whitehead upon his return from Chengdu in "Notes
From The Road." Click
Here.